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On being a big, fat liar.

Two weeks ago, I went to confession. The line of sinners was surprisingly long; I assume the snowstorm from the previous weekend had kept the faithful at home and away from the church, so everyone was...

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On being the Duckie.

I love 80’s culture; movies, music, fashion – all of it. I’m something like a girl anachronism, born 18 years too late. I should have come of age in that decade of magic, of decadence. It was the last...

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On the struggle with technology.

I absolutely loathe my dependence on technology. I know this may seem like quite the hypocritical statement as I am using my computer and the internet and social media to update my narcissistic,...

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On the point being to keep trying.

“In the stories, though, it’s worth it. Always worth it to have tried, even if you fail, even if you fall like a meteor forever. Better to have flamed in the darkness, to have inspired others, to have...

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On being random, dismantling and finally updating.

It’s been over two months since the last time I posted, and there’s nothing I want more than to tell you I’ve been doing wonderfully interesting things, that I’ve been really and truly living. But that...

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On making things better … or worse.

About three weeks ago, I went on a date with some guy I met online. We met on the boardwalk, which I liked. He looked only a little bit like his picture, but I’m sure the same could be said for me –...

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On new optimism.

“The future’s just a fucking concept meant to keep us from being alive today.” – “Six Feet Under” “New Year’s is so weird, the way it makes you think about time. I think that’s why people put so much...

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On misery.

I know I haven’t updated like I said I would, which is not really surprising. At least I have excellent news to share. I applied and was accepted to attend The Writer’s Hotel writing conference. It’s...

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On “poetry”-perfect beginnings.

“The moment I fell in love with you was a moment I’d been waiting my whole life for.” Episode One: Poetry-Perfect Beginning I know I’ve used this line before (and probably for a very similar reason; I...

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On how it’s gonna be.

The Final Episode: “How’s it gonna be//when you don’t know me//anymore.” So, where did he and I go from there? For starters, he lied to me about dating her in spite of the face that I had also...

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